Clarence stood me up today because his wife came home from work early. I was really lonely. The only reason I got out of bed today was to see him. I called work and I am going back to work tomorrow, so I won't have to stress about money so much. I've been crying so much the last couple of days, that I am afraid to talk to anybody. I don't think it is coming of the drugs anymore but maybe it is. This is two and a half days since I've used so it probably is still the meth. I bought some tylenol pm and I hope it will let me sleep for a while so I don't have to think about anything.