I felt really good yesterday. I did stuff all day and went to work until 2:00am and wasn't tired. It was amazing. No ephedra either. Today I don't feel so good. I'm okay, just not great. I took one and a half provigils and one ephedra so far. I'm hoping I won't feel bad tonight. I start day shift on Monday. I am nervous! I hope it turns out okay. It will be nice to sleep at night again. I hope it will help with my depression. I saw Clarence today. I will only see him once a week once I start day shift. I don't know what to do about that relationship. I guess I can let it just go on like it is until I'm ready for a full time relationship and then I will have to find someone else. I planted some morning glories today. Yesterday I went to Hobby Lobby and got some fake flowers for my red vase. I have to go back and get some magnet stuff so I can make a magnet with my name on it. Maybe I'll feel like going tomorrow. I hope so because Sunday I am going to work at 6:00pm. Caress switched times with me. She is so nice!