I finally got a good night's sleep. I took three tylenol pm, two xanx and three melatonin and I actually slept! I slept elevan hours of good sleep. I still have to take a nap today before I go to work. I hope that the sleep will help my mood. I'm still scared about going back to work. The swing shift bosses hate me, and keep putting me on bad rotations. Oh well, eventually they will be okay as long as I show up for work regularly. I don't know how long they can hold a grudge.