I have been taking ephedra to get through my work days and I feel like I am on a fucking roller coaster. I fell off the wagon again with the meth last Monday, so I am sure I am still emotional from that. I slept all day today and I am scared to go to work. I took a couple of Xanax today, but no ephedra. I am keeping my fingers crossed that I won;t have a narcolepsy episode at work. My lif sucks. I wish I could just be happy, off drugs with a nice husband. Is that too much to ask? Apparently.