I want drugs bad! I have been so bored the past two days on my days off. So far I have been able to resist. Yesterday I snorted 2 ephedra and then took 6 xanax and 2 tylenol pm to go to sleep. Today I didn't take a provigial and I hope that I will sleep better tonight. Clarence has been out of town and has not called me. I called him yesterday because that is usually our day together amd he has not returned my call. It is Wednesday. I am so mad! If I am just a lay, wy didn't he leave it at that instead of telling me he loved me. What a prick!