I've been feeling okay, not great. I feel nauseous and tired most days when I wake up, but I think that's related to the medicine I've been taking. The provigial says it causes nausea and i've been taking 3 xanax to go to sleep and then one at around four or five in the morning to stay asleep. I cut back to two and one last night and I feel a little better. However it is my day off. I only took half a provigial today. I want to see if I can stay awake with jst half and then I'll need less xanax. I don't know if I like day shift yet. It is so hard getting to know everybody, and I'm always afraid that I am going to get into trouble. I already don't like Jolene and I am freaked out everytime I am in her section. I am getting asked out at work more often since I have to be more engaged in what I am doing now. It's good for my ego but it scares me also. I have such a hard time saying no.